The Show hasn't End

Anger

2011-07-23T10:07:00.001-07:00

why when others angry will scold ppl...
and
why when i angry ...i also scold ppl....
but end up with my tear falling down..
WHY..?

sobs....
i got no experience with get angry or what? SHIT

Owl

2011-07-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

Im having difficulties to sleep in the night after work..
But..in the afternoon...
i can sleep just when i lying down on my bed..
Good job.........

But..In the middle of the night...
it's always silence..
And those silence night made I felt lonely and im alone..
and there's less people u can chat with..(even noon i got less people to chat with) xD

2011-07-13T00:27:00.000-07:00

People asked me...had u ever been in love..?
Love is great..love made u felt like u're taking drugs..

hell..i said No..
He said...Maybe u're not meeting a lot of people and
u haven't found the right one...

ofcoz i havent found the right man to make me fall in love with..

im just too otaku to meet some new people in the street out there..
hahaha........
maybe im not social-able enough..

If u dont have the common interest how can u just love?
it's just like cat and dog talking...
argi duno what im talking about..
forget it..

Boring

2011-02-17T23:54:00.001-08:00

Bored~!!!!!!!!!!!
Cure me?

Hmm...wondering why..

2011-01-31T23:20:00.000-08:00

Wondering why..
wondering...
Is it the problem with the people i facing or the horoscope problem?
why both person who always make me speechless from a same horoscope?
LOLx..

I don't understand at all...
The people from same horoscope have the same attitude?
Or I really cant accept these attitude?
Hahahaha...

Amitoufo....

The lecturer is so meanie~!

2011-01-24T22:07:00.000-08:00

The Tamadun islam lecturer insist to go on the class next tuesday...

cant he be rasional to cancel it?

Since the other tamadun islam that in the same day cancel as well?

The others chinese request to cancel class but he told us..

31st havent raya..

so early go back do what?

Swt...

I think..If it's Hari raya haji..

he will just cancel the class..

Since it's chinese new year..

Nevermind..

skip class ma skip lo..

our day..

not them..

ofcoz they wont mind..

The moment when i back Here~~

2011-01-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

wohoo..

Im back in UUM actually..
almost 1 week..

reach about 6am inside UUM..
Really surprised~!

expected to be 7 or 8am..
coz normally need 11 or 12 hours..
but that day...
just 10 hours in total..
minus 1 hour 30 minutes for the idle time..
so..
it is really fast~!

when i reach..too bad..
not much ppl reach..
i went to the unlocked room..
and wait my roommates reach

then we go store room collect our stuff

den as usual..
clean up my stuff

my blanket~! In drying process!!

Are you ready to shower?

my bed~~ yawn~ Sleepy~~!!

And went to shopping right after we finish cleaning~!

guess what we buy?
cannot buy electric thingy?
Nvm~~
We bought this!!!!

SEE??????? Water filter!

Some Food supply also..

we put it nicely?

What a messy table?

I GOT MY RESULT!!!!

2011-01-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

After saw it..

I don't know

Should be happy or not..

Actually satisfied..

But think back..

I can actually better then 3.39..

I actually can get 3.44

because one of the paper pulling me behind..

That is my statistics for IT..

That paper i got B-

that i actually think i can get B

if the day before that paper..

i didn't watch drama~!

Hahahaa..............

But..

just think..

it already pass~~~!!!!!!!

Just do my best and seriously next time..

HoHo...

Wondering WHy

2011-01-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

Why got some people do like to act innocent in front people?
act pity?

Act weak?

But?
I think no pity and weak at all ba..
Just act..

Acting so much.
So can get attention from people?

LOLx....

The more

I thought

I think..
Ii analyse...

Much more confused that I get...

Is this the society nowadays?
Acting to win something?

LOLx........

Oh please..
I Bored of all this.................
Dont Do Indian MOvie In front of me ady..
I will just simply ignore u...

Thought will get some changes..Since it's new year nee semester ..
But totally ruin it...

Holiday going to end lur..

2011-01-07T07:41:00.000-08:00

Time pass really fast actually..
just like that
nearly 1 month already lur..

Gonna miss it..
Human really....
How can i describe it?

Contradictions??

When you're in holiday..
U miss school..
When you're in School..
U miss home AND HOLIDAY~!!

This is what human usually doing it..
Ａｇｒｅｅ　ｏｎｏｔ????

It's time to say goodbye with my Golden Hair lu...
I Gonna Miss It..

Went To Kl and back to Home~

2011-01-03T09:18:00.000-08:00

Went to KL with sis...
and made me poor...
the 1st time ever i bought so many thing and spend so much money for CNY..
really 1st time..
hahahha.......

The End of the for year 2010..

2010-12-30T09:26:00.000-08:00

It's the end...We should happy or we should sad ?

Hahaha.........

maybe we should happy..

coz new year come..

hope everything good and well coming year...

HAPPY NEw YEar~!!!!! ALL OF YOu..

BEst wishes FRom me~!!!

love u guys~~

That day during YC..

YY asked me..

UUM got any nice guys or people u like onot..

hahaha....

think back..

Not i like then can take as boyfriend de mar xD

In the last of the days..

Suppose to celebrate with my dearest AK..

But..Lastly..

GOing Kl with Sister~~~!!!

Since it's rare chance..

so..that is it,,,

Sorry AK...FFK ady~

Still alive and little things about Me in UUM

2010-12-28T10:18:00.000-08:00

After 5 month i didn't write the post..
i think i should try to simply update some news..

July i went to UUM..
Our sleeping place called
'Dewan Penginapan pelajar' which stand for DPP..
So it's DPP YAB...
This the place where i live in..

THis is my DPP logo..

In my room it's 4 person/ room
it;s kinda pack..
and i already used to it by now..
from my own room single and kinda big room..
move to a smaller and share with 3 person...

started..
Not really good
But already used to it..
if not..what u can do ?

LEt me show u a little space of mine.

the table divide half then it's mine...left hand side

BEd of mine..(downstair)

hohohoh......

The thing i most like in KEdah is the wide and clear sky~~
it's really pretty..
If got chance when i get my 1st DSLR...

i will get u a nice view..
But now simply take from digital cam d..

twilight i capture in the place i stay..

Sky in the 'go kart' line...

sky when we going out?

AS time pass by.....
My 1st sem is over...
honestly..
seriously..
i actually.....
Don't know what i actually learn in My first semester..
except those i already know like photoshop..
maybe i learn more in that...
but..
it not really professional skill..
jz basic and really basic..

maybe i should discover by my own..
more then expect people will teach me this skill...

and most hard in it..
is it the flash..
I can tell you...
i really not yet master in it..
dont know how..
i should really discover it..
i just dont know how....

and
My roomate

expect the purple shirt~!
she's my roomate's fren!~

House...Pity

originally...it's the paddy field..

it's how when the October flood in kedah ~~

And now SAid bye bye to 1st sem~!

badluck

2010-07-13T22:35:00.000-07:00

the most badluck thing i ever had in kedah..
1st time went to town..
my purse...lost.
that the most sad things i ever have..
it so troublesome..
everything need money..money money and money... evern u report police u also need money..

rugi bersih i counted that day should be like..
Cash lost - rm 130++
Renew IC - rm 60 woth student card
renew student card -rm 30
renew license - around rm 30- 50 ( i havent made it)
purse - 150 ++ ( from italy )

etc etc...cant remember ady..

oh ya.. hutang budi

my senior who helped me..
Kak LInda
Hamid
and Kak Riya..
those senior who drive me in and out to help me
report police and remake IC

My roomate
Ms. Lay CHin
Ms. Julie
Ms. Lifung

which always borrow me money xD
and walk me here and there to find this and that building..

xD
owe them alot xD

and thanks them..

2ND WEEK here

2010-07-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

im about to start my clss...
already start the cls..
well...1st time enter class..
it all about the
intro things.........

those book need to buy is so so expansive..
even bought a few 2nd hand book from senior..
it still expansive in total..

erm..
havent get it all..
it cost me alot ..

sai sway nya

2010-07-07T08:37:00.001-07:00

hm...jz really new...bout 1 0 min ago...they having shows...and i jz fallasleep...and the ...
The worst is...i duno dream or get shocked in slp...nt smal reaction...kinda big!
I suddenly get shock n stand up...hold my front row ppl.,hold my beside d ppl...aiks!
Swt nya

digi campus day!

2010-07-06T19:59:00.003-07:00

free net!finally gt some fb pic to view

Last Nite in Kuantan~~

2010-07-02T10:59:00.000-07:00

Certainly...i will miss my bed.....
i will miss my messy room..
My PC..
and everything here........

My parent..
and everything and anything..

Miss u all..

another 2 days in Ktn

2010-07-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

feeling like...sad..
leaving home another 2 days..
i will homesick for sure xD

BUt believe will used to it soon..

today get my digi campus ady..
hahaha...

another 3 days

2010-06-30T09:10:00.001-07:00

another 3 days in KUantan~~~~~~~~
I LOVE YOU KUANTAN~~~

Trouble b4 GEt in kedah

2010-06-19T17:29:00.000-07:00

Hm...
Upu GOt me in UUM
And UUM DOnt have my name..
What wrong with it....

UPU said..
Tahniah..
YEt..
UUM said..
HAraf maff~~

Huh.
ERROR~!!
WHY ERROR HAPPEN on me?

HMm...
Hope there wont be any problem after i call the officer

New journey

2010-06-17T23:45:00.001-07:00

Today 12Pm ..
alarm awake me..
NO lazy around..
wake up direct switch on my PC..
AND search for UPU..

There refreshing for million TIme..
And bz-ing with facebook..
38 with fren..

ANd FINALLY..
the Thing i looking for got the result :

TAHNIAH!Anda telah
berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

KOD PROGRAM : UC12NAMA PROGRAM : SARJANA MUDA
...MULTIMEDIA DENGAN KEPUJIANIPTA : UNIVERSITI UTARA MALAYSIA (UUM)URL
SURAT TAWARAN : http://www.uum.edu.my/kemasukan

Bachelor of Multimedia with Honours [(BMM ( Hons)]
In order to be awarded a Bachelor of Multimedia with Honours, students must take and fulfill at least a minimum of 114 credit hours from the structure below:
University Requirement Courses (22 credit hours)

Islamic and Asian Civilization
Ethnic Relationship
Malaysian Studies
Co-Curriculum
Fundamentals of Intrepreneur
Communication 1
Communication 2
English for Higher Education

Programme Requirement Courses ( 89 credit hours)
Programme Course (71 credit hours)

Science of Thinking and Ethics
Basic Programming
Introduction to Information System Development
Database System & Information Retrieval
System Analysis and Design
Computer System Organization
Mathematic for IT
Discrete Structure
Statistics for IT
Programming Language and Authoring
Multimedia System Foundation
Human Computer Interaction
Graphic & Computer Animation
Digital Audio Technology
WWW Programming
Multimedia System Networking
Multimedia Database
Digital Video Technology
Internet Technology Services
Multimedia Seminar
Multimedia Design
Practicum

Elective Programme (18 credit hours)

Ergonomics
Virtual Reality Design
User Centered Design
Software Engineering
Games Application Dev.
Mobile Multimedia Technology and Ubiquitous Computing
IT Enterpenuership

Elective (3 credit hours)
Choose any course offred by other programmes or college with the approval of the college.

such a long time

2010-04-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

i never update..
usingmy brotherlaptop..
i got nothing todo..
my sister using my desktop.
cant play game..

so i decide came and updatesomething..

wondering what i doing past 3 month..
i think i will summary it..
since january..
4th january..
i start to work in a company as clerk..
it's a CSR clerk..
starting 1st week of the month.
i duno anything ..since i really fresh..
i listen what they ask me to do...
1st week..
i doing really useless thing....
key in those HTO my head given..
i key...
for almost few day..
after that ..
ask mefiling..
ok..i do..

after that.....
almost 2nd week..
i onlyknow..
1st week the thing i had done..
almost half is useless..
by that time.....
i already know..
my head duno howto teach the follower.......

jz continue to work..
for these month..
i only bz during end of the month..

really cant stand it..
i work till end of march only..
coz..i really dont like that job..
dont like my head..
dont like i only end of the month bz..
i dont like they teach menothing.....
i dont like........................~!!!!!!!!!

annoying bitch~!

2010-03-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

U know what.,,
people always said..
love people is without reason.....

at the same time..
when u hate someone..
It's without a reason too~~

If u really hate someone..
no matter what the people said....
u also felt not comfortable 1..
even when the people did something
really non of my business ..
i still..
' YOU really annoying..shut up bitch'
wakaka....this what i wana said..
hahaha.................
jz think..
u still need to act nicely infront people xD
shh........
jz act normal............
infact..
i jz dislike everysingle angle from that people..

LOL..........
im abnormal......

last.
Be Simple Be NICe

i just..

2010-02-24T19:15:00.000-08:00

......hate someone who only know judge other ppl..
even she/he may look/act the same way with the ppl their scolding by what they say/done..?
LOL..
This really Funny..
i know..
everyone is kind of selfish animal..
but..
please dont over do it.
im kinda frustration with that kind of people..

jz drop comment said that..!@#$%^ ...
afterward...
indirectly..
she/he also do the same thing..with what she said before..

it's not once or twice..
few time i saw it..
this made me felt bad..
or i should say,, dislike or hate?/

oh god...
i got nothing to say about that people anymore..
jz be patient....
it's god give u a chance to practice ur EQ now..
appreciate it...

finally..

SMile is Simple

2010-02-06T11:40:00.001-08:00

long time no update... bz...work and gaming... playing ECO... WOrk as clerk while waiting result...hehe... after all jz wana said...happy cny ...lol

Tired with the world around..

2010-01-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

it's me again..The emo me..
just feeling tired these day......

Tired let people said i bossy around and
like to blame....

Tired to think that..
Tired of the some unclear explanation..that made me have to redo and redo..
Tired to think that people said me
not responsible..when i didnt drive follow turn........
tired of the bad thing............

Tired..........

but what..
I maybe bossy around...
I may like to blame..
but i guess.......
only people to close to me i will do that........
but..
the who i think close to me..
do not accept this this of attitude of mine..

i gues nth i can do..
since i canot control..nor change easily..

when someone see rainbow..
at the sametime..
someone see darkness too....

this moment..
this very dark to me................

01-01-2010

2009-12-31T08:50:00.000-08:00

what date is it??
it;s 01-01-2010..
a brand new day of the year..........
come on...say hello to it..
and of coz..
had to say good bye to 2009......

hopefully.....nice thing happen as more as possible..
bad thing happen as less as possible.....

happy new year..

2009-12-31T08:27:00.001-08:00

today is the end of year 2009..
by taking this chance..
wishing you :all the thing flow smooth coming at the year 2010
(But it's not easy)

at the same time..
forget all the bad thing happen in year 2009 and made it as a lesson for coming year...
dont repeat the same mistake twice..

=P

HAppy New Year...........

Sincerely
Ai Ling..

today~!!!!

2009-12-27T04:36:00.001-08:00

today really gek sam..
9 something wake up..
plan go to the gambang water park..
b4 my sister and her husband go back KL..
plan har plan har..1030 chuk fatt..
go there eat the yam cake and what what..really nice..
reach the water park..

damn so many ppl..barely no place to stand..
plus..............
all i can see are malays ppl...
haiz..

dunwan go jor...........
they back kl we back ktn.......
ohya..
stop in the 'guan tai miu' bai bai......
go home sleep..............

nothing much happen...

and..i duno when i got mood looking for jobs..hahaha.............

OH YA................
very important thing...................
today........
the last sunday in year 2009.........
say good bye to 2009 soon......
i gonna miss this year.........
so much of memory.

gonna miss it........
but looking forward for 2010...

long time no update..summary...

2009-12-27T04:33:00.000-08:00

i think it's been awhile that i never update my blog..
bcoz it's holiday..
holiday made me lazy....

just nothing much...
i will summary it..

15 dec..
go to YC with dailou june and shychyi..
at relax..
awhile......
i ordered JR minty..(i 4got what it called..duno what minty)

it's creamy..choco and mint..

the drink i never like......

the 2nd time i ordered..bcoz after i drank i only rmb..that stupid drink..

16 dec..
meet with dailou again...

with violet chuitheng and JUne (who only use our name with go out with his another 'boy fren' and join us after few hours)

today is good one..and a lesson..
go out with this gang..
late half an hour is not enough..
must late 1 hour..
for instant..
2pm go out..
bravo............
violet good gurl..reach sharp at 2..i late for 30 min..
dailou late for 40 min i think..
and the 1 who said meet at 2pm come at 3 somthing..
and june......
the gurl......
join us duno what time bz buying things with tuck wor......

go sing k at song box...
sing until 6++ nearly 7.....
disaster...........
i rushing bus go to kl that tonight.
i was inform it's 9pm bus the day b4...
but it's 8pm bus..
i havent pack yet.......
and still..
7smth...i need to fetch those dai xiu jie go home (violet and june)
which really take time...

reach home..kena sut..
simply pack my bag..
i duno how many cloth i put in and pant..
just rush to dinner and bus station.......

17 dec..

going timesquare gai gai with sisters..
i din buy much things..

coz..no cloth fit and ngam me.....
T.T

just bought a slipper that i need so much..bcoz mine one was broken..

RM10..

used immediately..

18 dec..
timesqaure again..

but not shopping..
tot wana go newway sing k..

but fully book..
wana go watch movie..
but..damn so many ppl.
finally go eat something then suen lur..
then we go home...

at home not much thing to do la........
sleep eat drink toilet..

until my bos come back..
my bro-in-law.......xD

hahah...........
go to watch avatar..

22 Dec

it's dong ri..
going my uncle there eat eat..
happy tang yuan day xD

and it's xmas eve..
party with ak gang..
cooking western food.
which i fried many things..
luckly got a good helper..

the frying machine..

cooking,gamble, playing and exchange present...cleaning..

go home..
tired..
**photo will be update soon

25 dec..
it's xmas..
going ecm buying something..
go padini look for things..
dinner..........
pak su..
those stuffed crab not very nice..

duno why so many ppl eat d..??
those sotong duno called what name..

also not very nice..

the worst..
the 'ha gou'

the worst 'ha gou' i ever ate...
all also flour lai de......

aiks.
paying to eat flour..xD

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!!!

26 dec

normal home activity..
but..what special today..
my sis cooking today..
lol....insane jor..

hahaha......
still pergi tc and eat jelly ice..
chicken chop and ocean fillet and share..
i think i ate quite alot..
ZZZZzzzzzzzz...........

less 4kg become increase 4kg..
ish ish ish.........

after that..still go tapao lin chi kang..
aiyo...

vacancy?

2009-12-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

any vacancy in based in kuantan?
kindergarten teacher some other sales related jobs..

accounts assistant?
hm..
contact me xD

017 9537808

limited experience..

=)

It's over...

2009-12-09T07:28:00.000-08:00

Finally...the book stuff is all over......
yay~!!!
that is all about books..

sigh....
we should enjoy it..
happy for it.........

But for today...
im quite bored..

after the exam i like at home and watching movie all alone......

it should be going somewhere else with friends.........
it's not what i imagine........

see you guys........
Happy Holiday~~

BYebey LOcal Uni

2009-12-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

with my current perfomance in STPM..

mostly likely i got very few % chance to enter local U
as my result not really good..
and i know it,....
im really disappointed on it...

i know it 'water under the bridge already..
complaint do didnt gain anyting...
what to do...

Today my father suddenly ask me..
'u r on the table or floor'

i bet u dont understand...
because at 1st i also dont understand..
then i asked him...

he told me..
if u on the table..
mean u can see infront..
mean..
u see the road of the the future..
make it easy..
do u pass in stpm or get in uni..

if on the floor..
mean..the table block ur sight of the front..
u cant see anything.....

honestly..
before the exam..
i think i on the chair..
mean i in medium..

but now..
i really sit on the floor..

god bless me..
im going to study PA dy..
one of my hit able subject...

Tired of this exam

2009-12-03T04:42:00.000-08:00

IM really so so so tired....
i felt im really stupid..
each every paper i had done so many mistake.......
the mistake i should not
done...

stupid me

Im SOrry

2009-11-09T07:24:00.000-08:00

Im sorry ..i break the rule...

but this is not the main point..
the main point is.......

i wan to APOLOGIZE to all the ppl who 'beh song' me..
just bcoz the way i talk..
the way i joke..
until u canot accept it..

i know sometime i just over doing it..
but..
believe me..

im not doing it in purpose..

maybe i just too straight forward..
until i din think about ur feeling...

if u really hates me that way..

please dont feel hesitate to talk with me...

please dont do 'small people' action......
thx...

sincerely from ailing..

NOT BLOGGING UNTIL 9th DECEMBER

2009-11-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

Due to the comming STPM..
I will STOP Blogging and facebook till MY Very important EXAM END...

I start MY Exam 19th NOV..
END it 9th December..

MY SHOW CONTINUE 9th DECEMBER

TO my FRIEnd...

LEt fight together forever..
LET's us achive what we wan together...........
THE BEST PResent FOR our PARENT and our TEACHER ..
OUR RESULT COME THAT COME OUR MARCH LATER..

LETS US FIGHT FOR OUR FUTURE ~~

the journey for 3

2009-11-07T06:54:00.000-08:00

We went to tc for fresh air..
Today tc really nice...
nice weather ..
nice wave..
everything just too nice...
compare to yesterday..

haha..........
we went to the beach..
walking in the beach...

saw our happy face??
after the doing the irritated accounting?
LOL....

Shadow of 3~~what they are doing?
haha.....
u will never know..

see...

he so kacau..without him is nice picture...

haha..see the different..

Not manage to capture the best pic of us..

more or less the same..so just grab any of them..

Making SHit with the sand...haha...xD

woo...sunset dy...it's time to go home..

BYe..

actually still got pic can post de..lazy ..

and..

**aND Still got ANother story behind the TC..

i will update it later after some consideration..

i scare i will get kerat by someone...

lol.....

Mandy know wat i talking about ...
hahaha....

The journey of 3 sopo and a so lou

2009-11-07T06:14:00.000-08:00

Today still study account since 10am ++
Time is really passed slowly today...

tick tock tick tock..what ?! only 12pm..
lol...
Time past slow today..
and Mr.tutor's tummy already empty.
keep nagging..
'Nick leh..NICk leh? havent come ah..dinner lor"
lol...~~

*My room clock..not mandy's house..just for visual effect xD

by 2 pm...

i think we ate our lunch with Nick..

after the lunch..we completely out of the spirit of doing the account like yesterday anymore..

barely done 1 Question..

Thanks for baoying gums..

she gave me idea to post it..LOL..........

we still managed to do 1 question..(hardly)

went to TC to take some fresh air..

poor pakhow...

baoying not following...

she went to buy something with JH

THen the journey of 3sopo and a so lou END

...........continue with 2 sopo and so lou...

Account.

2009-11-06T04:53:00.000-08:00

doing account for half day really taking my life away...
really dont wat going on..

really wan vomit blood...
but thanks to Mr.Lee..
My new tutor...haha...

Today our new Tutor..Mr.Lee PakHow...
Almost wan vomit blood , Cry and let us kek until wan hit ppl..

So sorry,,
We are so so stupid...
u must be patience...

*4get to capture some of his vomit blood face..

taking few hours to complete really few question of the past year...

sigh...

it;s really not easy...

this is my financial accounting note..
beside the yellow color...i like nth...

Only hope my account paper past.....
as long as not F..
then im happy with it..
as i said..
One McD meal belong to my tutor...

hohoho.........

tmr going to do the same things.......
really tired..
but i hope all this will get me a satisfactory result

MY tutor..MR.Lee Picture..

when scolding us..

although not taking this pic today..

but when he scolding ppl more or less the same la...

this kind of expression..

and my 'class-mate'

all very cute right,...LOl..

see u again tmr account...

HATE

2009-11-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

started to hate myself..

this..i wrote in my wall....
my room there..around the corner...

i just hate myself..
being so lazy..

gossip mood

2009-10-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

wow..i really got the talk mood after i tuition tonight,,
long time din felt this way...

omg..
i really wan to tlak right now..
i afraid this kind of mood will be gone soon..
and come with the silence mood...

Yamcha tmr..and continue talk..

=)

looking forward tmr...

** the pic not taken by me..grab at google

NITe..

2009-10-27T01:22:00.000-07:00

haiya..never realize the nite will arriving this sunday..
i never notice until xyen ask me about the dress........
lol...
then i only peek at the calender...

wow.................
really around the corner..

and my life really come disorderly..
i supposed go to scl today..
end up..

my alarm not powerful..
and i couldn't not awake from my sweet dream...
i awake 12pm...woot~!!!

k la..back to the nite...

i really got no mood go search for dress..play play fitting...

exam soon...
i really didnt study much..
keep online and watching ' sin-chan' which is the part of my life dy..

sigh sigh...

gan cheong...STPM around the corner

2009-10-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

LOL..really gan jeong...
almost about the time..
i will face the death..
lol.....

although i very gan cheong..
but.............
i canot focusing on something for a long time..
well..
this is very me..

i get easily bored....

today ..i count the day..about 25 days left..
WTF..
it's like...super short..YET...
i cant really focusing on my studies well...

i really dont wan to stay here and with my leftstyle now..........

wuhuu.....

what can i do..

hard to change my lifestyle...
being lazy and hard to focus ..
really a big weakness and habits of my..

that really can kill me.........
i think i not stupid..just lazy..

but sometime really stupid............................

haiz....help me.......

No 1 can do it..

2009-10-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

why i cant find someone who really understand me very well?
include my parent..my family
it's really no one who can really understand me well..

maybe part of it..
but..not completely..
just sometime..
i need someone to understand me..
know wat i need..
even i didnt talk.........

just sometime i really dont want to open my mouth and talk..
and enjoy the silence moment..

just no one..

=X

emo-ing

2009-10-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

i really upset at this moment..
everyone rejecting my request..
sit whole day in the house...
head does not feel well.......

the room like lack of oxygen...........

omg..
never thought sunday will be my worst day in the week,,,,,,,,,,

photo effect

2009-10-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

lol..just upload some photo to a website..and the result is...

ta da...

from http://www.aznfun.com/
get this link from facebook ads..

=> have a nice day...gOOD guys.

okt 1st untill okt 5th

2009-10-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

okt 1st...mother birthday...the we bought at SR.

wow...cant waIT TO eat it xD

whole family here...6 of us..our new member capture this photo..haha

OKT 3rd..

Sister small wedding dinner for super close relative in MS garden..

this photo show the starting of the dinner...

because...

testing the camera..

new family member..

our chan ka..

hahaha....my brother out to somewhere..

my relatives..

4 of us...and our future family member

nicer photo i found..i mean me..lol...

huge......members...

END of the night,....

OKT 5th..

my beloved friends birthday..many of them..

Xyen, vievian, nick, wenloon and fc..

but not all of them close with me la..

haha......

the birthday present i bought for xyen..

sketching pencil...4.6,8 and 10B..

NIck present i dont have any picture..

***please take note..those photo were resize..so quality may not good as the original 1

You are my heaven

2009-10-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

i really like the song..
sang by ss501- you are my heaven..
it's really soft...
i like it since the day my sister let me listen it.......
ow...how nice...

listen dy also got the dating feel..
LOl..dont laugh at me..
it really nice song...

listen it..i already put in here...haha..

yoz..

2009-10-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

MY Old blog..deleted by me...
since i made a mistake in it........and everything turn out piece of shit..
too angry..
end up..
deleted and redo it again..
once again..i enjoy redecorate it..
but not write the blog......

next time will post some random pic..what i had done all this time..
Take care buddy..